IHoldUp

So i picked it up and accepted.

                 Tagged by *Reikiichi

                    ~~ RULES ~~
1. You must post the rules.
2. Each person must post 5 things about themselves in their journal
3. Answer the questions the tagger set for you in their post, and create eleven new questions for the people you tag to answer.
4. You have to choose 10 people to tag and post their icons on your journal.
5. Go to their page and tell them you have tagged them.
6. No tag backs
7. No stuff in the tagging section about "you're tagged if you're reading this". You legitimately have to tag 10 people

                  ~~ Questions ~~

1. What's that 1 thing you'd save from a fire?
   My pink teddy bear that i purely  can't sleep without. I call him Mini bear.
2. Are you more tsundere or yandere? (or none if you're not xD)
   Yandere!
3. Where would you like to travel if you get a chance?
   JAPAN!!!!!
4. The best book you've read so far?
   Thirst. Vampire story that made my head spin. I will read it once more if i can get the chance.
5. What can completely impress you?
   When guys finally............ UNDERSTAND WHAT GIRLS THINK!
6. Which websites do you visit daily?
    Deviantart, Rinmaru world, and youtube.
7. What is your best quality, and your worst fault?
    Best quality: I'm a great friend?
    Worst fault: Assuming things i shouldn't.
8. Biggest fear?
    I fear that my friends secretly hate me....
9. Who would you cosplay?
     Grell! ~Squeels~
10. What do you think of me? ;//v//;
    I think you are cute and sweet, i don't know you very well but i know your a awesome person. You include people that you don't normaly talk to into things like.....This and make them feel wanted, thats a very great quality to have.


                 ~~ My Q's ~~

1. What animal would you claim as your own?
2. What is your genuine opinion of me?
3. What is the cutest/embarrassing thing you own?
4. Are you a horror lover?
5. Tablet or pencle art?
6. Favorite flavor of chocolate?
7. What is the one book you could never regret reading?
8. Favorite season, and why.
9. Name an anime character you just adore.
10. Genius or moron?


          ..::Throwing spoons at.....

*Mewerz
*FluffyPillowBunni
*animegurl3000
*DeadBunny16
*Op-Artt
*Reikiichi [Yes you too!!]
*yukinoiru [Hai, i don't know you but it's nice to see your face.]
*Samueljoo
*BunnyNyan
*magicelement-fire




Hai people~!

Our conversation started out normal..he asked me to give him hints on what i want for Christmas, and i told him a few things along the line of...

I wont tell you because you should know./ Why not something interesting?/ Many other things

Then in my head i gained the though of not having my full family around anymore. That made me breakdown[I Hate Breaking Down! Even if it is over the phone too]

So i hung up for a bit. And well.....cried.

He called back shortly after and tried to cheer me up with saying how his family wasn't better then mine and told me that right before i was picked up by them to go to dinner. That his dad said something about dieing.

He said it so lightly which really made my heart sink.....





All i would wish for from him was that he could give his full help to his family. And grow the fuck up...
He's a child and i'm starting to.....give up...

This hurts oddly to much....